"As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you
would talk to me, even if it were just a few words, asking my
opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in
your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to
find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house
getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to
stop and say hello, but then again, you were too busy. At one point you
had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a
chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet.


I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and
called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched
patiently all day long. With all your activities, I guess you
were too busy to say anything to me. I noticed that before lunch
you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that's
why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables
over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly
before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more
time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.


You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do.
After a few of them were done, you turned on your computer. I don't
know if you like the Internet or not, just about anything goes there and
you spend lots of time each day in front of it not thinking about
anything, just enjoying surfing websites and blogs etc. I waited patiently again as you
watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.


Bedtime came and I guess you felt too tired. After you said goodnight to
your family, you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time.
That's okay, because you may not realize that I am always there for you.
I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach
you how to be patient with others as well. I love you so much
that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful
part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.


Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait,
with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me
some time. Have a nice day!





Your friend,
Allah"

They say you never forget your first love. Well, maybe that’s because you never stop loving him.

So here is what’s happening:

No matter what happens the first person you love is the person you will always love. No matter what else comes along he’ll always be on your mind and in your heart, and just when you think you’re over him, you see his face and the feelings are back again.

Yeah Man. This is true. I tried to get this out of my head. But when you found someone, make sure you..

Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention just because you’re lonely. Loneliness is a human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do knows yourself and know what you want.

If that 2nd person is not for you, then look at the Brightside of life and think of it this way..

So I guess you were just one of those people who were supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, and then walk out.

Yours Truly,

Fai Rocker :)

Hello to whoever you are. That is my 1st love. Do you love him? Well I still do. I hope he loves you too.

You are a lucky girl if you got him. Hold onto him and be sure you won’t lose him like I do.
Can you do me a favor? Don’t hurt him please. Give him your best attention and love okay.

There are 17 things that you need to take note of him.

1st: He falls sick easily. Make sure you get ready some panadol, give him plenty of rest.

2nd: If he is working and planning to go out with you, make sure you plan together with him. Do not let him do the decisions alone.

3rd: Remind him anything more than 4 times. It may tend to slip off from his mind. After all he is busy juggling over you, school work, family, etc.

4th: He loves salad.

5th: Do couple things together. Also get to know his best friends.

6th: Be a good cyclist because he can’t cycle well.

7th: Sunday is his family day.

8th: He is boyan so you must at least try some boyanese cuisine. It tastes good!

9th: Listen to him and do not complain. Just tell how much you love him but do not get too obsessive because he still wants you to think maturely.

10th: If he is not there, just know that he will never cheat on you. You can trust him.

11th: Tell him the truth to where you are heading. However, he trusts you to the fullest. Be sure you’re not cheating him okay.

12th: If you guys are in a fight, make sure the argument will settle by the end of the day. Do not drag it!

13th: Remember his birthday.

14th: This is my favor; try to meet his parents because I believe that without his parents’ approval, things will not work out. P.S His father looks strict.

15th: Always put a smile on his face.

16th: Do not talk about your ex’s. This may lead him to think of me. I do not want him to think of me because he wished to move on and forget about me. If it’s hard for you, just picture me as a vicious peacock.

Lastly 17th: Comfort him, support him physically& mentally.

This is how much I know about him. He is shy and caring. Kind hearted man which you can bring him to your parents to meet. Likewise, do not hurt him. He is really a good guy.

Good luck :)

Now I shall say:




P.S Treasure everyone in your family more than your Boyfriends. Family are always there for you. Like a Mat Rep saying “Matair mati kita boleh cari. Mak/Bapak mati je tak ada lagi.”

This is for those who have noticed a guy and want him to notice her back (getting him to like you is a whole other story). Luckily, getting a guy to notice you is easier because it involves the use of basic social skills. You should be honest, direct, pleasant, and reasonable.


1. Be sure that his attention is what you want. Don't just try to get a guy to look your way, you want attention and you want to feel good about yourself. You don't want to lead someone on like a puppy taken out for a walk. You could end up in a very awkward or uncomfortable situation--see the Warnings below.

2. Be yourself. Everyone probably says this, but it's true! No guy wants a girl to pretend she is something she's not. As a general rule, guys don't expect girls to change. Resist the temptation to put on a show or to do anything that just isn't you just to get his attention.

3. Get a new look. Don't change who you are (you never want to do that because you'll actually end up changing yourself) just try something different; if he doesn't like you for who you are let him be. Try a new hairstyle, new clothes, etc. It's a good idea to change things up once in a while, just because variety's the spice of life, and it might help you catch his eye. Try being that girl who is different from all the other okay looking girls giving him the eyes, because beauty is common, but a good outlook and a great energy are very rare.

4. Smile and make eye contact. Whether closed-mouth or open-mouth, do it. Unless it really makes you feel artificial, learn how to shoot people a reassuring smile, letting them know that you're a happy and confident person who wants to enjoy life. The idea is to communicate that you're inviting their company.

5. Be cute. Don’t make the first move, if he really likes you, he will come over and talk to you. Don't be a total wallflower, but if you're just reading a magazine, try and look cute and wait until he can't resist and he might ask what book you're reading... and take the conversation on from there.

6. Flirt. Do it as little or as much as you want, but remember that too much flirting (especially with other guys) will likely get him to take notice, but perhaps not in a good way. If he reacts and you don't think it’s real (he's just doing it because you're there and you're a girl and he thinks he can do better, let him know he can't). If he is faking it, call his bluff and say something that makes him know you don't think he is 'all that'. For example, if he comes close, pull a face and offer him gum. This will unbalance his ego.

7. Start up conversations that have to do with if it's where you are or if he's talking to you. Make sure you don't go on about anything. Definitely make sense when you talk to him. Don't twirl your hair; flick your eyelashes or GIGGLE nonstop. He can get kind of scared and make fun of you, no matter how old you are, guys will always be the same. Be yourself! Just be who you are, that's the # 1 quality guys look for in a girl.

8. Hang out with him often but not too often; you don't always want to be hanging around because you might look like an annoying bug that's always around and never goes away. Try to start a conversation about an interesting topic. This will tell him that you want to know about. Start slowly like a movie or party try not to make it so noticeable because he might not be interested.

9. Talk to him. Try to get to know him a little by discussing things you have in common. A good way to start a conversation is to ask him a question. Listen to him and don't interrupt him when he is talking. You could even compliment him or ask for help.

10. Be assertive. You are the girl. You have the power. A lot of guys are shy and awkward around girls they like, so don't hold back. Do what you want to do. Boys like a powerful girl. Be decisive. Tell him what you want him to do, etc.--just don't get too bossy!

11. Make him feel special. There's got to be a reason that you want him to notice you, and that's because you noticed him first. Let him know--subtly--that you're interested in whom he is, and that you sincerely want to get to know him better.

12. Don't be a slob! It's a real turn-off for a guy when he notices a girl hasn't brushed her hair or wears the same outfit every other day. Even if you don't fall within the typical expectations, just looking presentable is always desirable--irrespective of who is the guy or girl.

13. Just Talk to Him. When it comes down to it, talking to a guy, and flirting with him will get his attention, and if it doesn't then nothing will.

14. Walk in front of him. It may be very simple, but it works. When coming out of the class, just walk in front of him, and he should be able to notice you. If he walks in front of you a lot, he probably likes you.

15. If he's looking your way, give him something to look at! If he's looking at you, you can:

1. Look away shyly, making you seem mysterious because he can't figure out why you did that!

2. Look into his eyes, smile, and then wave!

3. Ignore him. Let him watch you be yourself!

4. If he is looking only at you, try to share your thoughts. eg. You are in a boring class, using your facial expression and pulled a face at the teacher then looking back at him and smile. Sharing these intimate moments makes you closer to him.

16. But most importantly, do not be a slut. BE YOURSELF! Not a plastic Barbie doll! You can be beautiful without wearing skimpy tiny shorts at gym or tanks with cleavage. Guys don't think it's attractive, they think you’re just desperate for attention... And if they do like it, they are just perverts and you SHOULDN'T like them anyways.

I am not a Korean Fan. I just love this song. White people refering to Poland, New York, Canada, etc have been crazy over Korean Pop too. So anyways, I found the lyrics of the song that was translated by this White Girl in London. Credits to her.